Control.

A year and a half ago I thought my mood was low because of my life situation.
A year ago I thought my mood was low because of my relationship.

I don't wonder anymore. 

Want to know why? Because I learned that I can control it.

My mood doesn't have to be low if I don't want it to.
My life situation and relationship problems cleared up and my mood still
wasn't lifted so I knew it was up to me. I had to find a way to be happy.
Everyone has bad days but the trick is knowing how to pick yourself up.
I've dealt with lots of deep depression over the years.
And now instead of hating that part of me I love it.
It makes me stronger for having to deal with it.
I am a warrior and I appreciate having to go through such things.
It makes me more grateful for happiness.
I now know I am in control and powerful.

-rin.

Create Everything. Part 3

Part 1

Part 2

So if we create everything in our world and have all this power and control this gives us a lot of responsibility.

Well that's scary.

So if our life is crap it's our fault?

Sometimes this isn't what we want to think.

Taking responsibility isn't easy but it makes it easier to improve things if you do.

Whenever my life isn't being good to me I know it's directly connected to me.

My thoughts, actions and overall attitude. 

I create my own reality. 

You don't have to practice this yourself if it doesn't feel right to you but I hope I helped someone with these posts. Love more.

-rin.