Photoshoot?

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-rin.

Foodsies.

 For the first time I made Japanese curry!

So good!

I also made a yummy casserole this month.

I don't do much cooking so I'm pretty proud of myself.

FireParties.

 Fire is pretty magical.

 & nice to look at.

 And they are even better...

 with someone to talk to around them.

-rin.

MakeupOfOctober.

 Spooky.

 Pink eyeliner.

 Orange&Black.

I had to wear a had this day because my halloween hair spray stained my hair. Eeep.

-rin.

Personal Post.

I usually don't post many personal things on here, but this is something that is very important to me. I don't know why I've been afraid to talk about myself on my blog but I think today I will start. 

Growing up I had posters of only girls all over my walls. My mom thought about asking me to take them
down but figured it was no big deal.
I had some homoerotic experiences with friends but never talked about them again and figured it was just us being silly because I didn't like them.
I would stand in my room and wonder "Am I gay?" Then I would remember I had a crush on someone who was a boy and then shook it off. Of course I wasn't gay if I had a crush on a boy...
I wish I had known there were other options.
I thought that girls were just overall more attractive than boys. I thought everyone felt this way. I was never aroused by a mans body. I was attracted to some of them though. Nothing made sense.

In high school a rumor about my sexuality started, that I was bisexual because I had kissed a girl. I am a little ashamed by how I reacted to this. I was very defensive and denied it. Maybe things would have been different if I had embraced that rumor. But alas I did not.
I never identified with the word bisexual. When I was young I had a skewed perception of what that word meant.
Now I know it means being attracted to people of the same gender and of different genders. So that sounds about right. Labels aren't important if you are still figuring it all out, don't worry too much. Have crushes on whoever you have crushes on and don't worry, there is nothing wrong with you. Sexuality is fluid so don't worry if it doesn't always stay the same.
I wanted to post this because it's important to me. I feel like coming out to certain people I wasn't taken seriously and if I can type it all out, I won't get flustered and retreat.
I'm queer.
Plain and simple.
Although none of us are simple. It feels good to finally accept myself for who I am.
I'm lucky to have such accepting people in my life that have stayed by my side.
-rin.

ElectionDay.

Everything went better than expected. 

I had a good day, even though I was dreading it.

 I was able to try vegan corndogs yum! (thanks dad) 

Then we had a played games with friends. 

I went on a stroll through the leaves and E & I decided to stay up all night.

-rin.

OctoberHappenings.

 A friend of mine brought me some cute gifts from Canada. :)

 I had a frame that fit this perfectly!

 Moved my desk and made my stuffed animals a bed.

I always feel like catwoman in these leggings.

It snowed for the first time.

This has been a post.

-rin.